(Source: thesprite-sweet)
无奈
一天内撞见三个我最不想见的人：Vicky, Hannah…….
超级煞风景
UNLV或vegas不会这么小吧？怎么可能啊。
多么希望现实世界中有个photoshop工具或什么的。。。把这些人都从我的视线中删掉！
唉~我也只能希望罢了。。哈哈。。。或许下次我应该试一试喷蚊油，比较实际点，还可能有帮助。。。哈哈
Whenever the OChem teacher lectures on new material and draws it on the board, then says: “You get it right? Easy.”
And I’m just like
(Source: shutyourface09)
People that still text you
even when you don’t respond
(Source: cloudisu)
(Source: thatisntverychanel)
(Source: thesprite-sweet)
Uncomfortable feelings
Why
Same old situation but the suggestion that I be the one to ask.. that’s new, and the feeling? Disappointment, discomfort, embarrassment. Maybe because it’s a new experience, yes, but in a case like this it would have been more comforting to have someone who could’ve taken care of me. I don’t know what reasoning my mind makes but just the act itself has never failed to upset me. Just this time though, I really thought I could be a big girl about it but here I am.. once again trickling away. I really just can’t understand why it all seems surreal until I have the box in my sights, always like I’ve been faking my bravado before the encounter. I’ve known and I’ve always understood that people can’t read minds but just this once I wished (well not just this once-I’ve always wished) that my silence would be interpreted as a sign of my emotions eating through my voice, and that just making a slight noise would have let it all burst through.
Today, after talking with C I wondered..what does this say about me? Is it really true that putting everything out there and giving everything is just not the best thing to do? Everything seemed so different in the beginning, going places I’d never gone before, eating things I’d never eaten before, meeting new people.. and now..? I’m so confused. Why do I seem to be the one creating this sort of predicament for myself when all I want is something different. What I got in the beginning was what I needed most but then I started craving Futuō (not in the literal sense of course). This is where all the trouble begins, I really can’t differentiate between what I want and what I need.. after a while this ends with me holding on to a shredded me.
At this point of the post I’m just so emotionally drained, I’m just reading through my post over and over again to see if it makes sense but I can’t really understand. The best thing is just to sleep.. and sleep and sleep…
things I heart
-
-
As I see me:
As my friends see me:
As my mother sees me:
-
a woman’s basics
-
-
lemme hear u rawr!
So many great things has happened recently, but then again there also exist a balance to adjust these great things.
...
-
-
-
